forever.

Trying to for seek light out of these human walls that hold her, searching for the key to free her from this human prison. But the one with the key won't let her be heard, keeping her forever locked away deep down inside. All she wants is to be heard, to let go of the feelings that dewell within these human walls that hold her from the light. The one keeping her locked away could care less if she will ever be free, she just wants to be happy if she ever let that person out, every happiness that she has ever tried to hold on to will be lost away. On the outside shes pretends to smile and fakes every laugh she forces out to give her friends a bit of hope that she finally happy, but on the inside she knows that she truely isn't. Inside this prisoner knows everything that goes inside this brain they share and she wants is for her other to let the truth out, just hiding all the pain inside but she won't. The other just doesn't want to hurt anymore. She just wants her friends to see that shes finally happy, not to see her go through the same pain she always goes through, she just doesn't wanna die by the hands of herself. So she hides the pain deep inside forever to be lost, so her loved ones will be happy. Forever.