guns

So today i went to a shooting range for my birthday, well more like a late birthday gift but still cool to go and shoot a gun.

Why is it that everybody thinks that just because i'm a girl i'd get scared of shooting a gun? Come on now, you all should know by now that I'm far fromclose to being normal or farther more a girly girl that is. I was just raised up differently thats all, when i was 5 i used to collect little army men and alot of boy toys but don't think that all my toys were boy stuff i used to play with barbies and doll stuff. Back on fact though, i was not raised up to be a girly girl, my mom them all say that i'm my dad's son in a girl's body and my dad would take me to do all kines of stuff that you would think a father and son would do but no i liked going out and doing those things with my dad.

Anyways going out today and going to the shooting range was alot of fun and a weird and powerful rush that came over me and i loved it more than i ever thought i would. It felt so right to hold a gun to my hand and shoot it, i don't know its like i was meant to hold a gun and shoot things hehehe. It just felt so right, know what i mean? I didn't have a hard time at all holding it right and aiming because when me and my dad used to go shooting cats or small animals with the BB guns, of course you had to hold it a certain way and aim. So i guess i was kind of used to aiming, though my dad never let me shoot because i was kind of young and didn't want to waste his bullets or whatever you call it for BB guns haha.

Maybe going to a shooting range more often will keep my mind at bay from this good and bad day, for you see today my boyfriend has to leave for youth challenge and just so happens today was his last day but at least i got to see him before he left which made me very happy and sad at the same time :)): haha. Well hopefully these 6 months will just fly right my me, only hoping it will. But maybe with the help of shooting guns, going to work, and going to school will keep my mind off him while the days go by.